My 6-Day Fast (Day 2)

It was a good day…why do I feel suspicious?

Woman must be the pioneer in this turning inward for strength.
In a sense she has always been the pioneer.  – Anne Morrow Lindbergh

Knock on wood, today was a relatively easy day. I have gotten used to a few random stomach grumblings by now and it simply reminds me to drink more Snake Juice and be grateful that I am finding the fortitude somewhere somehow to push through. In days gone by I would sprint to the fridge or the cupboard, because a rumbling stomach meant, YAY!, time to eat (usually whatever I wanted).  I LOVE to eat. I can spend hours planning, obsessing, making lists, saving pins, perusing cookbooks, prepping, chopping, cooking, and so on and so forth. My addiction isn’t just to the food substance, it’s to the whole experience. I think I might even be addicted to receiving praise about my cooking. I can also mindless eat, crunching on mixed nuts or chips and salsa being some of my favorites. My mouth watered just now thinking about them.

We make so much of life about food: every meeting, every celebration, every family get-together, every trip to town, every special occasion, basically LIFE centers around food. And I don’t want it to anymore. I want LIFE to be my focus and food to be a pleasant accompaniment.  I want to save money instead of needing the best steak in Winnipeg. I want to be able to pass up a doughnut or Halloween candy or morning toast without feeling that it’s just not fair that I have to deprive myself. I don’t want food to dictate the day anymore.

So…I fast.


Weight: 165.6  (Down 1.4 pounds from yesterday’s weight: 167)


  • 1 cup cinnamon tea
  • Approx. 1 liter water
  • 1/3 liter Snake Juice
  • 1 heaping tsp diatomaceous earth
  • 1 cup honey lavender stress release tea

Sleep: Las night was the best night of sleep I’ve had in a VERY long time. I believe it was 8 uninterrupted hours. Daylight “shavings” time, as Tony calls it, always sort of sets me back, plus our weekend away was wonderful but we didn’t come home fully rested. Plus, it’s been at least 5-6 years since I’ve  haven’t had to get up for a baby or to use the bathroom. 8 full hours is nothing short of miraculous.

Exercise: I completed Day 45 of 80-Day Obsession lifting heavy and working hard. I was dripping sweat and felt great afterward. Extended stretching also felt amazing after three days of no real physical exercise, not counting walking.

Nitty Gritty: Minor morning sinus and throat inflammation was gone by mid-afternoon. Normal bowel movement still felt unsatisfying. I look forward to the lighter feelings of completely emptying my intestines and colon. Perhaps I should pick up an enema kit. That would be a first.

Selfie in the evening sunshine


I had a few small moments of short temper early in the day but was aware and back-tracked. When parenting isn’t easy, there is always the love and joy I experience from my relationship with Tony shining through in the background. We are so much in love, flirting, and enjoying each other. It feels surreal, and the pessimist in me wonders how many more years it can possibly be like this.


I had an interesting dream last night that made me realize I have some unresolved feelings about a situation I was dealing with last week. It’s personal and I simply need to process it and move on.

I have not completed anything on my Nagging Tasks list yet this week so will put that as a focus tomorrow. It feels so good to get things done that need doing.

I got a jump on my two weekly newspaper columns today; it will feel good to get everything in by the Thursday noon deadline again this week. I am trying to break my late submission habits once and for all.

Everything truly is connected; this focus on self-care and physical health definitely has an impact on all areas on my life.


My Simple Abundance reading was about accepting myself as I am. It left me with a fun mantra that I repeated all throughout my workout and periodically – as I remembered –  for the rest of the day. “I am what I am and what I am is wonderful.”

IMG_2733.JPGA long, slow quiet walk alone today just as the sun was setting was my worship service. I let my thoughts roam and enjoyed the simple chatter of my mind. I took pictures and listened to the distant raven cries. I broke the thin ice on the frozen café latte mud puddles and walked the muddy vehicle tracks that were just on their way to frozen soft-serve consistency. Only one vehicle passed me the entire time I was out. It was delicious solitude that I don’t get very often.

I slept so well last night that I’m planning to do the same hypnosis meditation again before bed. Hoping for a repeat.


Author: Angle Full of Grace

A writer, woods-wanderer, and internal peace seeker who raises two free-range children in the wilderness, I escaped the wasteland of corporate America a few years back never to return. I write about love, family, mental health, addiction, parenthood and personal growth all through lens of place and connection to the land. Most entries are my weekly column for our local small-town newspaper, and there's an occasional feature story thrown in the mix as well.

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